DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY...

... after that shambolic performance. Started brightly enough, but completely fell apart during the second half. Not enjoying this feeling at all. Also, not enjoying the thought that Christina may have decided to return home, calling time on her relationship with Tim. It's been building up for a few days, but she seems to have made the decision now and it looks like we're going to need to put her up again. There needs to be some serious talking before that happens though, because neither Charles nor I are up to coping with the stress that tends to accompany Christina. We are both feeling incredibly tense - a little bit like we did when she was discharged from hospital, only this time we know that the level of support is nothing like we were led to believe then. So - watch this space.