FEELING A BIT DEPRESSED TODAY.

Not sure why really, but that kind of "on the verge of tears all the time" sort of feeling. I suppose I've been a bit confined to the house for the last couple of days which hasn't helped. BUT, I keep going over all this stuff with my brother even though I know it won't resolve anything but I can't help myself. If I didn't think it would end up as a slanging match I would get in touch with him, but I know what will happen and I need to keep my distance from that. Also the last thing I want is for Mum to get dragged into it all. She really doesn't not need it, and. although she knows there are tensions, she has absolutely no idea how deep the gulf has become and I want it to stay that way. Added to that, the news from NUFC is totally depressing as well.