CAN'T RELAX!!

This is absolute sheer agony! We haven't even kicked off yet but I'm a jibbering heap. In fact I'm in such a state Christina and I are going to go out when the match starts and will not return until after the final whistle. That way a) I don't jinx it and b) my blood pressure stands a chance of remaining fairly steady. If we can't win against QPR we don't deserve to be in this league. But the thought of having to wait until the home game next week for it to be decided is too much to bear.