JUST HAD...

... a horrendous evening with Christina. Had to call the crisis team to get her calmed down and even so it took the best part of 45 minutes before she stopped ranting. Charles and I are both feeling tense, stressed and helpless right now. Neither of us can see ANY benefit from all the counselling she's been having. Tonight we could just have turned the clock back 18 months. Full of fear and trepidation for the future. Can't see how things are going to significantly improve with the current level of care, especially as she is now demanding a second opinion because she disputes her diagnosis of Bipolar 1. So tired of this.