LAST GAME OF THE SEASON!

To be honest I'm more excited about pre-match lunch at Fujiyamas!! Home to Arsenal? Can't see a performance from us, despite the £1million bonus Mike Ashley has promised to the non-playing staff if his team somehow manage a win today. Hmmm - I don't think he'll need to worry too much about making THAT withdrawal from the bank!! (Charles has just told me that today's game is worth £5million. He just knows these things!) On another note, my sister has just sent me a photo from the Land Rover Show that they are attending in Harrogate this morning, of an amazing LR conversion - into a mobile coffee shop. It just happens to be for sale at £16,000. '03 Land Rover and state of the art coffee machine and chillers etc. Very tempting, except none of us can put our hand on that sort of money at the moment. Still in a state of limbo regarding Christina. She stayed away yesterday and overnight, although we know where she is and are receiving regular reports about her condition. I think we are both totally rung out emotionally to be honest. The thing is, watching her reach rock bottom is agonizing and frustrating when we know that for the past year she has had a team around her which was supposed to be working with her to overcome her issues and to manage her condition. Now she is disputing her diagnosis and is beginning to show all the symptoms that were so evident before she was hospitalised and I'm afraid that she may get to a point from which she will be unable to retain control.