FEEL REALLY DOWN AGAIN TODAY.

Quite tearful for no apparent reason. I haven't really pushed myself today and I have no delivery tomorrow, so I don't know what's going on. Maybe it's an accumulation of little stresses that is manifesting itself in one big stress! Mind you, we've got two good days to look forward to so I should be okay really. We're going for a tramp about at Belsay with the dogs tomorrow. Love those quarry gardens - AND the coffee shop! And then on Tuesday were off to see the Lindisfarne Gospels. Can't wait for that. To be honest I feel under pressure from Charles who wants us to go to Cyprus in October.It'll mean coming to some sort of arrangement with the coffee shops to make sure they have enough supplies to keep them going and that in itself could be pretty stressful. Also I have nobody to look after he girls and I really cannot bring myself to leave them in kennels. (Charles wouldn't do that anyway - it would cost too much!!) So we are at loggerheads I'm afraid. Maybe THAT'S the cause of my present tension...