THINK I'M STILL IN SHOCK!

About the Cabaye business. Feel as if I've gone into a bit of a depression actually, which is absolutely ridiculous but indicative of the hold that NUFC has on me (us). For God's sake at the end of the day it's a GAME!! I think that gets kind of lost these days. We're certainly going to be up against it on Saturday - Derby day. I'm absolutely dreading it because, unless this de Jong guy puts in the most amazing shift, I cannot see where we are going to get goals from. Sunderland will be full of themselves and I just feel that it's too big a shout for us at the moment. Yep, that's me - defeated before we even get started!