... that I don't start to get a bit depressed after all this stuff with Kevin. I'm not talking extreme, need to go to the GP type depression, just that horrible feeling of being worthless that has surrounded me today. I still cannot understand how I have come out of this as the one person who is going to suffer. Kevin clearly doesn't gove a toss, and it wouldn't surprise me at all if, when we go to pick up the outstanding balance at the weekend, he (and it) isn't there. He has lots of our storage crates that he just kept hold of when it suited him, so we need to collect those as well.
Business hadn't been as good since Andrew left. I admit that. But I m still going to be a good few hundred short each month and that is going to hurt.
I've drifted about today, flitting from one thing to another, although I did manage to concentrate on a birthday cake this afternoon, so that provided a welcome distraction from my very negative thoughts. Maybe I need to get this week out of the way, then start planning for how I'm going to get the business back on track again. And this time , I will learn from the mistakes I made with Kevin!
LILY & ROSE
Here are some photos of Lily & Rose. There are a few from the first time we saw them when they were just 4 weeks old. They would fit on your hand at this age and didn't look much like westies!
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