SINCE I STARTED SUPPORTING...

... PSG earlier today (!) I have to tell you that what had been a pretty debilitating weight on my shoulders has incredibly completely lifted. Of course I will still have an interest in Newcastle, but I just can't cope with the constant disappointment that is part and parcel of being on the receiving end of Mike Ashley's sordid business dealings. It had got to the point where it was making me irrationally irritable and angry - and I just don't need it. I want to team to do well - but as a supporter I don't want to be made a fool of. I don't want to be misled and lied to. I want to feel that the club has some ambition and doesn't just want to 'make do'. I'm not, and never have been, a 'make do' person. I don't understand the mentality and I don't want to be a part of it any more. I've been waking up for the last few nights, checking the Newcastle fan sites and News Now! I have honestly!! What on earth for? What was the point? How much of an idiot do I feel? Well it's the last time you make an idiot out of me Mr Ashley.